Ashuhhlee

Was thee greatest movie I’ve ever seen :) you should definately go see it :)

So pretty
So smart
Such a waste of a young heart
Whata pity
Whata sham
What’s the matter with you, man?

Don’t you see it’s wrong
Can’t you get it right?
Out of mind and outta sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise

I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you

I hear you’re living out of state, running in a whole new scene
They say I haven’t slept in weeks, you’re the only thing I see

I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop I start
But I’ll be true to you no matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you

still is the little boy he was in the begining. I sit here and wonder why things are still the way they are. I’ve found its a cycle, I tell myself the same thing over and over again but no change happens. Except now we’ve gone back all the way to the very begining, and I DO NOT want to start over. Its been over a year with you, and i’ve definately had my share of waiting for you and i’m done. You did this to yourself, you had so many chances and so much of my time. This whole thing has been nothing but a heartache.

Last night was hilarious. Especially with the itunes gift card, sorry Becca haah and Mrs. Lopez teaching her daughter to steal presents from her sister.

Oooo and great food. :)

shadysarah:

And you remind me of someone.

Someone I used to be good friends with.

Then I realized what’s happening with you and me happened with me and them.

And now we don’t talk, but on a rare occasion.

Mainly because I know it hurts them to see me, to hear me, to look at my new joys.

But also because they just kind of bother me at my core, because I saw their true colors, and they were not very pretty, they tried to paint them all over me for 3 years.

I got fed up, and now that I know such a pattern, I will not let that happen again, even if that mean’s our friendship.

I figured this all out in a car ride, it just sort of hit me.

I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL!

becsbecsbecs:

amdb:

becsbecsbecs:

Hahah :)

And tumblr is more of a blog than anything. So, it’s like for posting memories, thoughts, pictures, quotes, and stuff that you love, hate, are inspired by. Pretty much anything, I guess. You don’t really talk to people though (except when you need to ask for help on what to do on tumblr, haha)

a public journal? :)

 YEAHHH! hahaha nice!

so how do i like post a thingymajigg with a picture? on my little profile thing, is that a dashboard?

becsbecsbecs:

Hahah :)

And tumblr is more of a blog than anything. So, it’s like for posting memories, thoughts, pictures, quotes, and stuff that you love, hate, are inspired by. Pretty much anything, I guess. You don’t really talk to people though (except when you need to ask for help on what to do on tumblr, haha)

a public journal? :)